Robot

I feel like a robot that’s program to do the same shit just at different times. My mind is stuck on a constant rewind.

I can’t break free these walls they are closing in on me!

For a moment I think I can see but then reality snaps back at me.

I scream I just want to be free but the robot inside of me laughs and says let’s not be silly.

My mind’s on rewind the past the Broken Dreams all that should be dead to me but it plays all the time in my damn mind over and over again.

I’m ready to call it quits I just want to be free, free from me I don’t want to remember think or feel!

I want the key to be free so that my mind body and soul can heal!

I just want to meet the new me!

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